I know how exhausting I am to deal with and I don’t blame you for not wanting to, but I still hate you for it. I hate you for not being there for me anymore and for resenting me for something I have no control over. And yet you still think it’s all a choice for me and that somehow I do it just to make your life harder.
“Egyszerre érezni mindent és semmit.” Talán így tudnám leginkább leírni, mi is zajlik most bennem.
“that’s ok i understand!!!!” but it actually made me sick to my stomach
Maturity is understanding you won’t always get the answers or apologies for the shit that hurt your heart…but you heal anyway.